Cozy Sunday Late Afternoon

Fortune cookies are so fun:) Honestly, I give the cookie part away but reading the fortunes out loud with everyone at the round table … that’s the fun part


In an age of speed, I began to think, nothing could be more invigorating than going slow.

In an age of distraction, nothing can feel more luxurious than paying attention.

And in an age of constant movement, nothing is more urgent than sitting still.

You can go on vacation to Paris or Hawaii or New Orleans three months from now, and you’ll have a tremendous time, I’m sure. But if you want to come back feeling new- alive and full of fresh hope and in love with the world – I think the place to visit may be Nowhere.

-Pico Iyer

Nowhere as in being truly HOME, HERE & NOW, embodying this body; being at ease in our skin, inviting the millions of pores on our skin to breathe in harmony with the flow and ebb of the Universal light of waves. Energy ripples when you stay still awhile and tune in.

I realize the irony of posting this when I am about to leave on a jet plane to go away from home … but to another home – my motherland.


Wanderlust from few years ago I missed this year but … same Child’s pose Sunday teaching … The sequence starts with Balasana … ends with Savasana – Child to The Reincarnate-to-Be … the renewal is eternal … what a trip. This life.

Nowhere land is an anywhere land – it’s nowhere and everywhere – it’s Omnipotent, this practice of being radically present.

Reflections at the surf

Having taught yin yoga and gentle flow and hatha/vinyasa or some hybrid for over 7 years, the practice keeps unfolding to become more and more interesting for me.  More I learn, more I realize that it’s not about picking out couple of yoga poses you’d like and holding them for 2-5 minutes with a soundless timer on your waist (though a helpful tool!):

Anyone can teach Yin Yoga

but TO TEACH IT WELL is very very difficult.

-Norman Blair

apparently this London based teacher said something to that affect & that it is, I’d have to agree.   It’s a bit challenging to teach a class that’s not muscle strengthening based (although I put them in to feel the contrasting effect to sharpen one’s awareness) as I love movements such as dance. Yes, rather ironically, yin for some, can get quite … intense and thus, challenging.  It’s calibrating movement vs. stillness and … we can’t let the movement lead.  It’s almost about getting out of the patterns and habits. It’s yoga for flexibility – flexibility for the body for sure and for the mind too – to be truly flexible is to be less dogmatic, less stubborn, less stuck.  The practice is nuanced.  What begins to really matter is our language and the subtle honing in that energy we try to release, loosen and ripple into one’s own flow.  Then, like a chemical reaction, this nuanced ripple affect from one to another may yield what you call a vibe.

Then … we hold that space of safety and non-judgement.  It’s not even about empathy and compassion – all those good things we want to cultivate but first – it’s that white canvass, the blank vision board to start off. Each time.

When we slow down to sharpen our awareness and proprioception, it’s quite … challenging.  Case in point, have your broken out in sweat, where beads of perspiration form on your forehead and …  then, feel the heart rate race when you approach a certain movement with SLOOOOW methodical yet, dynamic movements?  We are not exercising in cardio-mode, but the pulse starts racing and the heart starts pounding in slow motion… really feeling the resistance or the gradual burn ….the controlled power exertion can be quite taxing.  It’s … intense.

Then, there’s the slow pace of the progression of the class … where we can’t really “wing” it or “fake” it because we can’t ignore the diverse needs of each unique student. Whereas with the vinyasa flow class, it’s easier to just go with the thrust of what’s already scripted and insist on that practice.  There’s a blueprint and it’s a lovely dance.

In a corporate lunchtime vinyasa flow class, I was a little surprised to get the comment from a student that my yoga reminded him of martial arts !!????  And had I done any in the past.  Honestly, not really although maybe it’s the Samurai blood line in me that manifests in the warrior series. Haha –  Or the fact that I have been wanting to study with the founder of yin yoga who … actually is a martial arts master.  I did train in Shao-Lin Kung Ku (for fun) awhile back and so maybe that’s coming back … there’s a sequence that’s quite vinyasa – those fluid movements and holds that are quite challenging. Beads of perspiration will foam on our foreheads and nose-tops – that kind of intensity.

I draw a hypothesis that yoga traveled from India, Eastward and the “physical” aspect of the practice merged or blended with various forms of martial arts already practiced by the spiritual class (monks or village elders) of wherever region.   I then hypothesize that the “spiritual” teachings of yoga that traveled Eastward to rest of Asia became the various sects of religion (namely, Buddhism) and the physical aspects most mainstream is familiar with, branched to martial arts.  Maybe. Today’s Modern yoga that traveled to the West was much later with artists, thinkers, Bohemians and hippies visiting India OR learned from the Indian sages on a missionary tours to the West.  Then that fitness model of “yoga” gets re-exported to the places like Japan.  Even back to India the Motherland itself – so ironic.  What a broad brushstroke of a hypothesis, right?

Probably should read the actual history from the real scholars like Georg Feuerstein and Mark Singleton and …

It’s interesting to see the threads and webs and the whole fabric of this practice all connected over time and space and places.  It’s a wholesome practice if we learn to integrate and balance the yin and the yang:)

Requests for LONGER HOLDS?  Fearful of those beginners who turn deaf ears to their own internal voices all jumbled in that busy monkey mind … I speak not from a perspective of someone above or better or superior, but as a humble wanderlust who has traveled the same path.  You kind of want it longer … but how is that good for us?  Mindful that everyone’s bone structure – the joints, and the angular curves may be different, taking care – but going longer …

As Bernie Clark mentions his version of Yin is a “PG” rated as in Paul Grilley, lol, its noted there are so many different styles within the so called Yin yoga.  I am not a believer of staying in the pose for way too long unless I really know the quirks and needs of your body at a deeper level.  For some, deep forward fold is to be feared if there’s something weird going on with your lower back …or if you are emotionally depleted, etc. –  so let’s get to know your own body and mind first with series of explorations – do some yang – before intensifying while really “enjoying” the process to get there there.  Whatever the billing may be to market this practice, it’s not … a spa.

It’s a beautiful self-care protocol with beads of meditation threaded in on the strand of pearls likened gems.  Namaste.

Mossbrae Waterfall … Mt. Shasta … visited some years ago. When I awakened.






Clearing the obstructions

Whether you believe in the Chakra system or not, understanding that imbalance is when your body, mind and your spirit is perhaps taken over by toxins and impurities that does not allow for free flow of ENERGY.  Some of our yoga practice allows the opening of blockages and narrowing of paths and nadis and/or meridians to clear … restoring our energy to increase for our optimal health. For that to happen, we need our mind to be fully conscious and clear;  dualities embraced, all emotions are accepted in which negative emotions are not denied but worked through, our body to rediscover and harness that innate energy; and connect with the source inside and out. It’s work.   It takes … practice.

And then, only then, we can find that pure child like JOY that’s birthright for each of us who did the work of clearing.  That work of clearing, cleansing, de-cluttering, and cleaning out to find that sparkle  … that’s the spark – the yoga I hope to share.