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Be strong; be beautiful:)

NOT broken through self-love and self-healing you all:)

sm_IMG_6132 Tilling our land and sowing our seeds…feel this earth! It’s almost summer! Smelling the roses in the air, walk your doggie more:) He/she will thank you for it.
sm_IMG_6120 $6 ! what!!??? you mean if I get 7 for each chakras, that’s $42? a bit expensive… but not any rock would do…for our divine body temple:)
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Soma means body, …(I am) … in service of helping bodies to reduce or eliminate pain, normalize range of motion, and just generally get back to the happy, fully functional, badass state that is their birthright. 

(YAY, YES)Brooke Thomas, Soma Happy

Soma means something else in Sanskrit – it means nectar of immortality or a sweet drink from a fountain of youth(!) … and it doesn’t just drip but you have to siphon it out, squeeze it, juice it out is how I visualize the harvesting of that nectar… a divine drink we all likely not refuse. Anyway, found her honesty to be refreshing – and made me think about my motives and reasons behind doing yoga…other than experiencing first hand its healing powers:

I’ve done yoga for years, but have never really considered myself a yogini. Let’s just say that as someone whose body is built more on the dense end of the brick sh*t house to Gumby spectrum, contorting myself into a weird shape that had a Sanskrit name didn’t exactly come naturally to me.

– Brooke Thomas

I don’t know – why do people get into what they get into with passion? For the yoga profession, at least for me, the central reason is that desire to help others feel better, stronger, renewed; desire to help them feel less pain or be pain-free, naturally – it’s funny that all the time when I was getting my formal education, I never thought of pursuing such field – and if I had, I probably would have chosen another major and a profession but at that time, I was rather self-absorbed and determined to reach some height on a career ladder that had nothing to do with caring or body, mind & spirit (but all about the mind).

At the same time, being young and vibrant, I had no one around me close who were sick or injured or mending … and as a result I had no feelings of empathy or compassion for the weak or the suffering. If I saw someone in need, my tendencies would have been to avoid them… Oddly only when I was in midst of college and finishing, I started to encounter break-downs of health around me and finally myself as well, a bit later on (probably from stress dealing with others needing, demanding care). My father probably had 3-5 major operations before his final demise; my mother is alive but tends to focus on the negatives post-hip surgery (successful if you can call walking with a walker a success) and so… hospital visits are not foreign to me. There was a period when I commuted to the hospital maybe 1-2 times a day to visit with flowers and bento or soup while trying to make a go of my own career which had nothing to do with healthcare or wellness. Yoga was something I did for stress-management but teaching it was big departure from the original desire to merely deepen my knowledge because … essentially at the core is always a curious student within. I guess I wanted to learn about the technique that helped me and how to apply it more to be more effective off the mat, outside of the yoga studio. Judith H. Lasator’s book, “Living Your Yoga” is highly recommended for that end as we juggle through life.

Recalling a peer yogini at Judith Lasator’s training, there is this beautiful, and I mean, BEAUTIFUL yogini – by my definition that means perfect body at least in appearance fit for a yoga journal magazine cover? let’s call her Minnie:) and she is a therapists for children with physical limitations; then there’s another beautiful yogini who teaches yoga to women going through cancer care … such beautiful heart they have … in awe. I mean, I am looking at Minnie and ask – so why did you choose to go into what you do when you can easily be teaching fit beautiful people at some gym? She says with wide eyes then laughs “why, isn’t it obvious? Look at me! I am so broken!” & I look back at her – WHAT? Broken??? You are NOT broken – far from – don’t you know, you are just so BEAUTIFUL. There stood before me a beautiful yogini, a yoga instructor, who helps disabled children in water – she, to me looks healthy and fit AND far from broken BUT she believes she’s broken… speechless. Reassuring her that he is NOT broken (that’s the past and she’s on the mend!) but beautiful, I think everybody wants to feel vibrant and balanced in a wholesome, natural way and that … too is what I seek for self and others. Not broken but strong; regenerated and renewed at the cellular level.

So … that’s it. I am trying to find the best tool to that end – I am not a doctor so cannot find a cure (too late for med school) but can dispense other kinds of remedies to bring comfort I think – and if yoga is not that best tool, I will find some other means but by far, with all that I have looked into, yoga is the best as long as you truly embody your body while doing it and not make it into a “showtime” or something competitive. Those pursuits are strictly off the mat; outside of the studio space.

yogatimemagfrom Time Magazine article “How Yoga can Wreck your body”.

Keep in mind this – Click here for my revered guru’s reminder always. Unless you are in that league of yogis practicing yoga at least 2 hours a day REGULARLY, do not strain to do everything to the max intensity you saw on a mag cover – She’s so funny – it’s okay to be that one with the 3-fold “bloody” “frickin'” thick mat!

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sm_IMG_6135Been making this home-made but now looks like they are on shelves. If you make it yourself, you can mix the oils to come up with “that” certain scent that evokes a certain “place” within your mind. More unique but these can serve as ideas. If you study aromatherapy, you will learn to group them – like chemistry, some scents just do not mix well and there’s no synergy when one scent erases or counters the other – need them to be complementary, not fighting each other. (you can say that about people too!)

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Who are you ?

Vignette from Cherry Blossom Festival somehow made me recall Ramanand Patel’s words about how we need to keep reminding ourselves a certain truth when we practice…and why we or at least why I practice…all through life, we are eager to find one’s authentic identity …sometimes, imaginary world is where one finds that identity. That’s one of the reasons why the game industry continues to grow. According to Forbes, it is reported that the global market for video games is expected to grow from $67 billion in 2012 to $82 billion in 2017. It’s virtual world taking over more from the real world …and time away from living a real life in the short life span we have … it replaces real experiences so…I am not sure what to make of it.

I am not passing any judgement as we all need leisure, recreation and entertainment time … if that engagement leaves you feeling refreshed and invigorated and “happy” then good. If it’s not an addiction, then, it’s not an affliction but just concerned that life may just pass you by and one day you look in the mirror and find you are 10 years, 20 years and 30 years older realizing that you hadn’t really lived. You hadn’t really rendered any acts of random kindness to make any difference if you lived or not …it doesn’t have to be anything big – just making someone feel a little better is enough – it’s the small little stuff we do that matters…But maybe video games also fills a need like help someone who is physically confined to a wheel chair; maybe it helps the sick forget about his troubles… makes possible what seemed impossible in the real world – so while I rather go hiking in the forest or swim in the rivers, lakes and oceans …but maybe access to nature is limited when living in the city with a demanding job and other commitments that ties you down … so hope we can just strike a good balance and a mix to live our lives to the fullest – richest. Here’s a wall hanging from a yoga studio in Mt. Shasta – Words of Dalai Lama:
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KOSUPURE? Can you name these characters from the costume they are fashioning? Living in a fantasy becoming a character out of anime… sm_IMG_6780
Super cute – Kawaii ! Nice hair color … ha ha.
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So Pretty! Kirei! Well-done. When a non-Japanese does such a fine job putting on a yukata, I am so impressed.sm_IMG_6787

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Physical practice, while nothing wrong, has nothing to do with yoga.
… It may be gymnastics, it may be acrobatics – all may be good but it’s not yoga.
Remind yourself, if your mind keeps forgetting who you really are … Your ability to think comes from immense amount of conditioning through evolution BUT it is not you. You are _____ (not giving the answer away here – you need to practice your yoga to find out:)You can never become unhappy when you know who you really are.

– Ramanand Patel

From the workshop, “Penetrating the Layers”, came away recognizing how so many people have such thick layer of ego and then layers and layers to dig under to unearth a find, that gem … in the rough at first, then to be cut and to be polished… it’s a labor-intensive process to find the brilliance for some and for some, its within reach easily. Knowing who you are; then to be authentic helps to bring out the radiance, as Jean and Brenna say, the “Sri”:)

Subbed a class this morning … it’s nice to be able to cover another instructor’s class so we give each other some freedom to miss a class while the students not lose out – and get a different take on a same style of yoga for variety. I like subbing (practically prefer it) – it’s a mind game of expectations. Fun.

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What? This is not THAT workshop?

Ramanand Patel’s profile goes something like this:

“initiated into yoga practice by his father at the age of thirteen, studied from may different teachers culminating in finally becoming a student of the renowned yogacharya Shri B.K.S. Iyengar in 1968. He is a founding member of the Iyengar Yoga Teacher Training Institute of San Francisco, where he was known as the teachers’ teacher. As a senior yoga teacher he is highly respected in the Iyengar community. He is respected as an innovator in the use of props and working with students who have special needs. He combines this vast technical expertise with knowledge of Vedanta philosophy and sarcastic sense of cynical wit in his instructions on various asanas.”

Just went to Ramanand Patel’s workshop over at what used to be Piedmont Yoga studio originally founded by Rodney Yee and Richard Rosen. It’s now a new studio with a new name and new owners who have made the space and feel, quite lovely:)

I actually thought I was going to a workshop called “Yoga and Sound” so I was a little disappointed that it wasn’t but … I enjoyed his dry sense of humor and his teachings as brief as it was for having to leave early… (sad) It’s always an honor to learn from someone with so much life experience and dedication. It was insightful how he explained “happiness” and that in a child and how we forget who we really are as we grow into an adult, brainwashed from years of conditioning. It was funny to think I start out thinking I am attending a workshop called “Yoga and Sound” only to realize no, it’s a workshop called “Penetrating the Layers”? How did that happen? … twilight zone…did I misread something? Had to leave early so regret missing the last portion which probably was the meditation portion of the workshop, the part I needed the most.

As much as I enjoy vinyasa flow style, I really get so much out of Iyengar system because the practice really makes you think about what your body is doing (or in many cases, not doing). That attention to finer sensation of the body forces me to pay attention and focus. I hope to explore more and more this “Thinking Body”… and like he said, happiness is when you forget all your troubles completely. And under all the layers, our true Self, at the very center is … happy to the core, needing nothing.

Sharing some notes later on but for now – pause…