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Super New Moon called Black Moon

Tonight:)

Leading up to New Moon is a detox time to go more inward. To most extroverts, this may give you a fearful feeling of the void – that abyss into a black hole of … emptiness – if you are anxious of uncertainties of what cannot be seen. Cannot be seen but can be “felt”, no? With heightened awareness, what cannot be seen can be felt – it’s the vibration, the energy fields in this Cosmo. Indeed, no one has a crystal ball as to what is in store for us in the future. But think about it – we do not want such a crystal ball that predetermines us. It’s better to live in NOT knowing our fate, our destiny. We live in each breath, moment to moment, being utterly and radically present. It’s light, not heavy.

To me, it means, trusting the luminous light that exists hidden in the darkness. It means that time of transition and renewal where the old is washed away and the new unknown beginning is to unfold.

That’s why New Moon juncture it’s a powerful time to sow seeds of new beginnings through dedication of prayer, wishes, desires, intentions to the Universe.

and…
if you are a yogi or a yogini…asana-wise, lunar salutation morning – so luscious and juicy – and night – so dreamy and floaty:) It’s a purification ritual where you feel one with that alignment of the universe – the sun, the moon, the earth, aligned in such a way the moon cannot be seen, hidden in the shadows because of the brilliance our sun emits …and today … it’s a “super” one as in super close – meaning our moon closely hovering this earth:) Such a precious time we can allow ourselves to
FEEL the tide of your ocean within – let the waves wash away the dead past, unproductive thoughts and bring you the sparkling gifts from the sea.

Not a Haiku

White effervescence…bubbles and foams lacing the beach
washing away the words, the imprints, the thoughts – random designs -erased – on the sand
lines are drawn – straight and curved, patterns and doodles – the geometrics and graphics
all erased, sandy beach awashed…with flow and ebb of the tide
Waves rhythmically crashing onto rocky and sandy beaches along the shores
then … receding back into the blue blue brilliance – water shining with vibrations
receding even further – returning into the source, the horizon
smudged with colors of the sunset
golden red and orange colors of marigolds, so bright.
I take a cleansing breath…
facing another flight of stairs – resolved to scale it –
Steps by step images spring up, floating about, filling the void
I am not here but there
step by step climbing the long stairway to a serendipitous temple
on a mountain top in Kyoto – or was it Kamakura… long steep stairs seemingly endless.
Memories are vivid, never fading as the day light fades into
darkness of this new moon evening.

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Strawberry Shortcake

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He is too funny.
And I confess I did send him a question but he has not answered… Maybe it was too difficult a question I posed or that there is no answer.

This is not very profound but funny – as in humorous – immature “princess” hangup she needs to grow up from:)but we all had this kind of selfishness growing up I think. In fact, some grown adults still confuse the definition of love as has Midori:

“I guess I’ve been waiting so long I’m looking for perfection. That makes it tough.”

“Waiting for the perfect love?”

“No, even I know better than that. I’m looking for selfishness. Perfect selfishness.

Like, say I tell you I want to eat strawberry shortcake. And you stop everything you’re doing and run out and buy it for me. And you come back out of breath and get down on your knees and hold this strawberry shortcake out to me.

And I say I don’t want it anymore and throw it out the window. That’s what I’m looking for.”

“I’m not sure that has anything to do with love,” I said with some amazement.

“It does,” she said. “You just don’t know it. There are time in a girl’s life when things like that are incredibly important.”

“Things like throwing strawberry shortcake out the window?”

“Exactly. And when I do it, I want the man to apologize to me. “Now I see, Midori. What a fool I have been! I should have known that you would lose your desire for strawberry shortcake. I have all the intelligence and sensitivity of a piece of donkey shit. To make it up to you, I’ll go out and buy you something else. What would you like? Chocolate Mousse? Cheesecake?”

“So then what?”

“So then I’d give him all the love he deserves for what he’s done.”

“Sounds crazy to me.”

“Well, to me, that’s what love is…”

― Haruki Murakami, Norwegian Wood

I think this passage got my attention only because I have sworn off sugar for this month – strawberry shortcake, chocolate mousse, cheesecake? ahhhh… off-limit foods…Tapas for the month… it’s hard to give up sweets. But having come back from Tokyo, I have decided to offset the indulges – my mother has sweet tooth. Wanted to make her? happy so I probably shared a manju and wagashi, yougashi, everyday at tea time… photos to follow.

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You are that luminous clear light:)

“Something amazing happens when we surrender and just love.
We melt into another world, a realm of power already within us.
The world changes when we change. the world softens when we soften.
The world loves us when we choose to love the world.”

― Marianne Williamson